How do you stopHow do you stopHow do you stop by ~KuraiTenshiV
You say you still love me
But that we cannot be together
That you still care so deeply
But stop talking to me
How do you stop
You said that it would be forever
But I need you and your not here
You said that you wouldn't leave
Here I stand alone and broken
How did you stop
Why did you go
What had I done
Why was it a fairy tale
Then it was a nightmare
Why does it hurt
How do I harden my heart
How do I break this hold on me
How do I go on...
How do I stop.... Loving you
Heart cast in stoneHeart cast in stoneHeart cast in stone by ~KuraiTenshiV
It used to be a thing smooth cast
But it's broken now
It used to have not fractures
But now it's a jigsaw puzzle laced in pain
It once believed in the word forever
But it seems forever isn't as long as it used to be
It still holds onto "love" the ideal anyway
While I cast it in stone
The stone is thick coarse and unwavering
Perhaps one day the fragile thing inside will be safely let out....
MadnessMadnessMadness by ~KuraiTenshiV
So, here we are again
On the edge.
Looking out into the empty.
I can hear the darkness calling.
It doesn't promise me love, or companionship.
It doesn't tell me that it will always be there, though I know it will.
It promises cold, pease, silence...
I stand here beside myself
Looking down into darkness.
One of pain and anguish.
I look at myself, vibrating with rage amber looking back.
The rage filled amber state back at me.
Looking at the broken thing I am.....
Shattered again, the growl comes at the disgust of myself .
I turn away from the heated rage,
And let go......
MistakeMistakeMistake by ~KuraiTenshiV
I shouldn't have done it, but I did
I found a message from you.
I stared at it for the longest time.
Then I listened, it didn't start bad.
The sound of your voice was hard to hear,
I managed though.
It wasn't bad until three words were said.
I used to anticipate those words,
Made the world so warm.
They lit the darkness for me.
To hear them now, like hooks on either side of a healing wound.
They pull, and rip, and drag open a still painful hurt.
They pull me to my knees, no sound escapes because its so bad.
Those three words that once keep my world,
Now only serve to break it down again.
It was a mistake to listen, I should have deleted it.